Saturday, December 29, 2007

Finally gave in.

I finally gave in and realized I need to get some clothes that fit. All my normal jeans are starting to sag like a 50 yr. old man with a beer gut. I took my friend Torie along. She decided to join in on the fun. Love this girl!

Monday, December 24, 2007

Merry Christmas!

We hope everyone has a wonderful and relaxing Christmas.


The Adams Family :)

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Results are in....

We are having a boy!! We are so excited.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Boy or Girl

Johnny and I are going Saturday to see if we can find out the sex of our baby. Hopefully it won't be stubborn like it's parents and keep it's legs closed but we shall see. I wanted to take a poll and see how many of you think it's going to be a boy or a girl?

I am in for trouble!

After reading this girls blog today about Christmas carolers coming to her house and what a nice surprise it was, I got a flashback to a day I was in junior high. Mind you I was not always the sweet girl you've all come to know. I know..I know, it's hard to believe.

I got this wonderful idea to round up my friends and we were going to go door to door and sing Christmas carols. Yeah, sounds like a great idea except I decided we should ask for donations for our made up church Christmas dance that we so badly wanted to have. My plan was successful. Every door we went to people were so happy to see us every door we went to happily donated money to us.

After we collected about $100 bucks I started to feel really bad for what we were doing and decided we were going to donate the money to a charity which we ended up doing.

I think back to what a rotten kid I was. Using my innocent looks and dark evil side to get my way. I just hope and pray that my child does not take after me. My mom always would say you will understand when you have your own. Well I don't know if I'll understand but I know what I deserve, and that just scares me :)

Sunday, December 16, 2007


I felt like this today. haha

Thursday, December 13, 2007

It's for a good reason. :)

This was me looking for my Christmas Dress. ha

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

What's one more?

I just learned last night that my older sister Bridget is pregnant again. I am so excited to have someone so close to me go through the same thing. We are within a week or two of eachother I think. I can't be more excited to see what the future holds for the both of us. Now I get to pray for her to have twins since she did it to me :)

Congrats Ryan Family!!

Here Comes Fat Magda

Well yesterday I decided I was going to go mystic tanning so you can't see my blood flowing through my cheesy legs at Johnny's Christmas party. I'm already not feeling the cutest to begin with so I figured I might as well be a little bit tanner. I went yesterday and I figured I would kick it up one notch from last time cause it didn't do much...BAD MISTAKE. I woke up this morning and I look like Magda fromThe movie Something About Mary, except my skin doesn't feel like a snake and she is super skinny. So now I'll just look like a huge Orange at the party.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Shake your groove thang!

Well I just got back from my appointment and it was nothing like my dream...Thank you God! I got to see some really good pictures of the baby and was so happy to see only one, and that the head was not connected to anything else.
t was moving around so much doing flips and turns. The minute I saw it moving around I got that song Shake your groove thang in my head cause it looked like it was dancing around to music. I guess my sisters prayers for me to have a crazy wild child might have been answered. I am so happy right now. Such a miracle.

Not Dreaming of a White Christmas....

Hormones, Hormones Hormones. I'm getting my first ultrasound today so I think it's making my dreams even worse. I woke up practically sweating and in tears. I had a dream that I went in for the ultrasound and my sister and mom were there. The doctor started the ultrasound and as I looked at the screen I saw two babies. I was shocked enough as it was, then she scanned a little more and I could tell the were attatched at the head. She quickly moved off the screen and said she was done. I'm like, "Wait, do you think my babies are attached at the head?" She said, "It could be a possibility but I dont think so." I knew what I saw and she didn't want to show me anymore.

Then as I was leaving she wanted to get my weight again. I first stood on the scale and it said I lost 10lbs. She told me that one was broke to go to another one. If the news of the attached twins wasn't enough for me to deal with I got on the other scale and it said that I had gained 111 lbs in one week!!! As I left the office I just started balling. My sister and mom we're trying to be positive and say no we didn't see that they were attached, trying to make me feel better. When I knew they saw what I saw cause there faces clearly showed it in the room. Bridget was trying to tell me not to worry as she gained alot weight to (not even half of what I gained in one week) haha. Any who, I really hope my first ultrasound goes alot better than my dream :(

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Feeling Guilty

I went to the mall today on my lunch break and drove around a couple times trying to find a spot. I saw one spot open that was the expectant mother parking. I was thinking to myself well I'm not really that pregnant, I probably shouldn't park there cause I'm sure there is a mother around here that is WAY more pregnant than me. I probably should park further cause I sure could use the exercise. I drove around once again and still didn't find another spot. I finally looked around and zoomed into the expectant mother spot feeling super guilty. I got out and was totally trying to make it look like I was further along then I really am. My sister and I parked there a few weeks ago and I guess cause I had a partner in crime I didn't feel as guilty but today was different. I felt like everyone was looking at me when I got out of the car. I'm pretty sure no one even cared or noticed me parking there. I don't know why I feel so bad I am expecting... I may as well take advantage of it right??

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Dr. Visit

Well my doctors visit went pretty well. When I first got there I was nervous because I hate getting a physical. I thought it was going to just be the normal one, then my mom proceeded to tell me otherwise. I got changed into my little gown that doesn't cover much. She decides to tell me that the doctor is going to feel way in there and it is gonna hurt probably pretty bad cause it hurt her more when she was pregnant. I said, "What, wait a minute I better go pee then!" So I tried to sneak outside to the bathroom and had her walk beside me so not everyone in the office had to see my muffin top hanging out the sides. haha I finally got through everything and it wasn't bad at all. Apparently the 22 years have faded her memory :) I made her take a picture of this special moment....

I was bummed that they didn't do an ultrasound but I did get to hear the heartbeat. It was so crazy because this whole time I knew I was pregnant but I've not really had any signs of it...(Well, besides the over eating, unwillingness to do anything with myself all day, and that my pants almost need to be put on with butter. I've mentally prepared myself in knowing I'm going to become a Mother but I had no idea that I would be so emotional. As soon as I heard the heartbeat it hit me like a ton of bricks that Wow, this is real! My eyes filled with tears. It was so amazing. I always got emotional at my sisters appointments seeing my neices and nephews but it was such a different feeling knowing that it's happening to me and that there is a little gummy bear looking kid growing inside of me. :) Today is a day I will not soon forget.

Do I have to??

My appointment is today finally. As much as I have been really looking forward to going I came to the realization that I guess I'm going to have to shave my legs and look somewhat presentable today. :( What a bummer. haha I'm sure Johnny will be happy to have the girl back that he married.